I didn’t know how to express my current feelings, so I sought out and found the best description through Edna St. Vincent Millay. Thank you Ms. Millay, for providing words for me today.
Ebb
by Edna St. Vincent Millay
I know what my heart is like
Since your love died:
It is like a hollow ledge
Holding a little pool
Left there by the tide,
A little tepid pool,
Drying inward from the edge.